Bila ku hanya sesaat bagimu
Jangan biarkan ku terlanjur menyayangmu
Aku tak sanggup jauh darimu
Kerana kau yang membuat aku menyayangmu
Cinta yang ku punya bukan sekadar kata
Cinta ku ini abadi untukmu
Kasih jangan jangan jangan kau pergi
Jangan pernah meninggalkan aku sendiri
Aku tak bisa aku tak sanggup bila sendiri
Kasih jangan jangan jangan kau pergi
Jangan perngah meninggalkan aku sendiri
Aku tak bisa bila kau pergi
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* * * * * * * A L – K I S A H * * * * * * * * * *
Hai! Tak larat dah nak tiup habuk kat blog
ni. Sawang dia tak payah cakap lahh kan. Ni lahh jadi nya bila kemalasan
menghantui diri. Indeed diri sendiri pun tak berapa nak terurus sebenarnya
bhahaha XD Wrap it all! Kenapa dengan lirik lagu atas nii?
“Eh, lirik lagu ke? Lagu apa?”
“Yaa. Lirik lagu lerr. Lagu KASIH JANGAN
PERGI , Pria Band ((:”
So, kenapa dengan lagu nii? Well, to be
honest.. Lagu nii sangat bermakna bagi diri saya. Why? Why on earth I chose
this song? Well, at the first place it wasn’t me who chose this song but my
sayang yang pilih. Dulu, zaman dulu kala masa barubaru nak terbit rasa sayang
nii kononnya..he sent me this song and that midnight, while listen to this song.. I cried.
“Ehh minah nii. It just a song, why nak
nangis bagai. Emo lahh konon.”
“Ahh, biarlah saya nak nangis pun. Tak guna
setitis airmata awak pun!”
Entah lahh. Masa tuhh rasa lagu tu sangat
dekat dengan diri dia. Yes, the whole lyrics pictures and reflect my situation
with him.
“Kerna kau yang membuat aku menyayangmu”
Yes. Thanks to him, I started to let almost
3 years pain in my heart. The pain that someone gave me when he dumped me for
stupid and so low-class excuse but actually he was cheating on me. Ahh biarlah
dia. Maybe I wasn’t good enough for him that time so adios cuz now I’ve found
the only apple of my eyes, Dzul Hilmi bin Basori ((;
Yes, lagu tu kind of lagu tema kitaorang laa
kununnya. Siap set ringtone for each other lagi.
“Ouhh. How sweet.” :P
Hmmmm. Lately, I feel something. Well,
girls..we actually notice when something goes wrong. Walaupun tak tahu dan tak
pasti..but yet I noticed something is not right. Apa dia, maybe myself. Maybe saya
yang berubah. Mungkin saya yang buat dia berubah. ))’;
Dulu, saya boleh ceriakan dia bila dia bad
mood. Dulu, saya selalu buat dia senyum..senyum lebar sampai nampak lesung
pipit dia yang precious tuhh. Susah woaahh nak cari lelaki yang ada lesung
pipit. Duadua belah pulakk tuhh ((: Tapi sekarang, saya dah tak boleh buat dia
tersenyum ))’; Saya dah tak mampu ceriakan dia. Mungkin saya dah berubah.
Mungkin cara saya dah lapuk. Mungkin saya penyebab masalah dia. Hmmmm.. So, it
was me yang berubah. Not him.. All blame should be on me.
That’s why I keep on listen to this song
again and again lately. Sebab saya taknak lupa why I chose him.. How sweet we
are back before. How I make him happy before..but yet, I can’t find the reason.
So, I was thinking maybe after all it wasn’t
me who make him happy. It wasn’t me who put a smile on his face. It wasn’t me
who be with him when he need someone to talk to.
And it was me who make him down. It was me
who let his smile gone. And I never be there for him to be his listener. It was
me, I am his problem. What should I do?
Sayang, I’m really sorry for be the reason
your smile now gone. I realize it now.
“Selalu sangat minta maaf, sampai dah rasa
maaf tuhh senang sangat.”
Dzul Hilmi, saya sayang awak. Sayang awak
sangatsangat. I don’t wanna lose you. Please be mine till forever.
“Ehh? Selfish gila. Dah la tambah masalah
orang tuh, elok pulak nak tambah serabut dia minta dia bersama hang selamanya!”
Entahlah. I just need him. Dia terlalu
berharga buat saya. (maybe dia pakai loreal kott. Itu yang ‘DIRIMU BEGITU
BERHARGA!’) bhahahaha XD
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* * * * * * * T A M A T * * * * * * * * * *
Hampir
setahun ((; Bermacam ragam dikenal pasti. Adakah kami semakin mengenali satu
sama lain ataupun sudah terserlah perangai sebenar?
*Maaf laa banyak sangat monolog kali nii.
